February 2012
34 posts
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lockyourass:
Surely these are signs I’m losing myself. Or are they not?
“Everyone works for a guy called granted. We hunt out people who are too nice and...”
Ssure…….
Evverything’s just perfect…
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75.5 Benchmark for next week.
Dont believe all this eating nonsense was set off by one thing…
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75.9 Barebone week 20th - 27th. Go sam!
I wanted to do a ^^ and ended up doing a alt + p. lol blackberry
Oh noo I looked at Medusa! Ah well...
I find it amazing that now I just don’t care about things I would once fret over.
“Trade yourself in for the perfect one
No one needs to know that you feel...”
– Shinedown
Generalisation of SAF driving instructors : Frogs in a well.
Heart heart.
Had a headache post workout. Shit lol…
“And in the aftermath of his whirl of confidence and charm, he drove away everyone that he cherished. The simple truth was that time only emancipated his poison, destroying everything he thought he gained. “What a beautiful lie you are”, his venom slurred as it caressed and slung arms around his heart.”
Bang my head on the wall………………………….ejrffsrfuenrfiewfnnfisioir!!!
Someday, somewhere, somehow, I would like to have something I can hold on to.
Beer gogggggles.
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76.4 I can just die now…
Fk that shit… Either way you’re still alone in the dark…
“Fear not of being alone, for solitude can be your dungeon, as well as your sanctuary.”
Thinkk happy… Happy boy happy boy happy boy…
Motivated, miserable, deluded, lost, focused, hungry, full of the wrong ideas…
Lol I’ll suffer and deny myself just to prove you wrong.
The more I think about it, the more I start to believe, that all I have is this pretty seashell…
“To what do we owe our fascination with the appearance? Who is responsible for our nonchalance towards everything else beautiful?”
I shall make a cake with lotsa nice icing and and stuffing. =) as soon as I find more tick tock tick tock. Chocolate seems kinda boring thoughh.
“And we’ll thaw in the spring, get heated in the summer, fall out in autumn and freeze up in winter. Oh how natural love is.”
Just a name, Just a face. Look at me….Grrr
GOODBYE! =D
Slowly feeling nothing. =)
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Emo waveee
January 2012
43 posts
Doughnut
I wanted to post about weight? But I realise weight isn’t on my mind… I wish I could be happy about something in my life. Like at least one part… But nothing goes well… It’s like I’ve been denied of everything I’ve ever tried to pursue. From ocs to a normal family. Everything has to be a no no. I really wish I could see some positivity in my life? But I...
So in love with the memories that I wanna make more of them…
I realised that when I don’t eat enough, I don’t have the energy to exercise… Shit… Conflict of interest
Uh ohhh…
Desperately patching an ever growing gap.
I used to view you with admi/oration. But now I just don’t know you anymore.
Not all that is glistening is gold, and not all bright ideas are smart.
Looked at myself…. Redouble efforts Sam…
One day I’ll leave. And I’ll be heartbroken and overjoyed.
Haha one day I’ll have the guts to _|_ off.
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